| SolitudDeGitana ( @ 2005-09-06 21:58:00 |
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| Current music: | Nancy Ajram - Oul tani eih |
Am I really doing this?
I've been relatively relaxed until now... I can't believe that I'm leaving in two weeks, that it's finally going to happen. I don't think it will feel real until I'm off the plane in Amman and I see Auntie S. and I know that I'm on my way to my new home.
I just found out that Ramadan begins Oct. 6... less than two weeks after I get there. I LOVED the work environment during that month when I was at the embassy. If the bureau is as laid back as the embassy was, it will be fun. I've never been in a Muslim country for Ramadan-I've heard from the Cairo crew that it's good fun.
I wish I knew more about my schedule, vacation time, etc... I really don't know what I'm getting myself into but I'm already planning trips- definitely al-Qahira, Sharm, Alex, the Dead Sea, Doha to visit Toni... and Beirut as OFTEN AS POSSIBLE. I was really hoping to get into Saudi with A., inshAllah I'll still make it. That would be such a weird/crazy experience for so many reasons. InshAllah all of this will happen, I don't want to jinx anything. Like I said, I won't believe it until my feet are on the ground.
I really was supposed to use these few weeks "between jobs" to research--history, culture, press, etc. Again, I drop the ball. I'm really looking forward to meeting the ed-in-chief and the staff but I also know that I'll be one of few, if not the only, American there. And with no experience. What am I getting myself into?
I need to secure my Arabic tutor soon-- I want to start lessons immediately. I have somewhat of a base, and I know that I acquire languages quickly, but this time it actually counts for something. I can't advance at the paper without Arabic. I can't be taken seriously without Arabic...
What am I getting myself into?